I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel

I am like a glass just been broken,

I am watching everything as my shattering pieces lay still in need of repair,

I had empty dreams till I lost myself even more,

I had thoughts but they had no time to be used,

I thought life was a repulsive and disgusting sandwich that I ate over and over everyday and now at the age of 17 I proved myself right,

I have seen flawless souls like yourselves that cry out for self pity,

I have felt lost and wondering where do I find myself?,

I know found myself once can I do it again,

I know that I wasn’t born to change the world but I wasn’t made to destroy it either,

I detest people who pretend this world is a perfect fantasy dream and surprised they haven’t choked on a piece of reality yet,

I hate to be left alone and miserable in the dark just waiting… waiting… waiting… nothing,

I love the silence as if it was my own world I created,

I used to love life but I don’t know how it changed so fast,

I’ve lost reality,

I’ve lost me I don’t know where I am?,

I’m looking for all I had left of yesterday,

I’m looking for the one thing I always dreamed of,

My heart has been shattered into a thousand tiny pieces so who will pick them up and fix me… No one because they can’t see I’m broken and only I can fix myself.

The world that’s in our minds,

Fucked up in the head,

Turning round in circles,

Stuck in this mind game,

Of all my enemies,

Can’t you see my crying,

Or would you prefer to see my dying,

You like the mind games of hate,

So much better than your fate,

You think we’re all out to get you,

You just might be right for once,

We all hate you but that’s no surprise,

For the way you act, it’s just so easy for us to hate your face,

Hungry eyes gleaming from the dark of your anger,

Teeth bared in violence of your unsettled past,

Can’t you see our hate,

Can’t you see our lives that fall so easily down the drain,

It’s not our fault we suffer from the pain,

It’s not our fault we fight your world,

Hell encloses our brains,

We didn’t create it,

It’s your world and your hate,

Forced and branded upon our minds,

We didn’t choose this life,